Smells like Rain

It may be 2 minutes before 4am as I start typing this thought, but I acutally don't mind. Despite the time, I'm glad I spent it getting things done :cute: instead of being upset about not being able to sleep. Okay, so I thought about it while I was worki… more »

I'm up, and I've yet to sleep. I know, I promised I would stop staying up so late. I was still going to bed late; however, I was going to bed earlier and waking earlier. Then I got sick. Then I got stressed out. Then Aaliyah got sick (recently) so I was… more »

Sorry for never posting. Actually, I have lots of feelings. Feelings I used to pour out in my blog all the time. I just never do, even though I know it would make a world of difference in dealing with how I feel. I wrote a few posts that I never publishe… more »

I like how at 6:30am I'm up blogging about me still not able to sleep. Yeah, yeah, yeah. :pI got up early yesterday. I was at my mom and dad's house the night before, and Aaliyah was knocked out after a day of playing. My mom didn't have to work unti… more »

You'd think that with all the spare time I have without a job, I'd get more done.The time's there, sort of, the drive and will's just lacking. A large part of it is from how I feel mentally. I could say I'm over being laid off, but worry over bills a… more »